Stepping off a cliff or climbing a ladder?

I've been working on my film project for years now and I am committed to taking the steps necessary to see it through. I'm unsure when I will arrange everything, but I am going to have faith and just go. I'll either do nothing and stay comfortable in a predictable and ordinary life, or I will actually start climbing the ladder to the place I aspire to be. If I fall off a cliff during this process, that's totally fine since my present existence would not be too difficult to recreate; however, I don't even know if I would want to recreate it. My present life is security blanket can smother the drive and aggression right out of me, which is so necessary if you want to take what life really has to offer. I refuse to yield to that. A comfortable life is like a big shot of Novacaine that leaves a person numb and uninspired. No more of that for me. I'd rather feel the pain along the way on an exhilerating adventure.

The Lord will have the say what my life will be, but I really feel there are open doors out there that I never realy bothered to look for before. I'm in this game 100% and I don't suspect that my life will look the same in a few years time, and that is very exciting!